1. should i give up

    I have the same thought, replaying over and over again. 
    Our hands interlock while we lay down on bed. We let go and my hands just wander around his face. Then his chest. Then his legs. I have my face on his chest and I could feel the warmth. It’s pleasant and comforting. I don’t want to let it go. I know we’re going to break up soon. I can’t see it working even when I’m away from him for more than 24 hours. I get restless not talking to him or him talking to me. I’m upset that I constantly think about this and not enjoy the moment with him. I’m not happy when I’m away from him and he’s graduating in a matter of two months. Leaving the city and going somewhere 8 hours. In the situation that I’m in now, I have